The following is my inner wisdom speaking to me about our planned trip aboard the Neptune which was scheduled for the weekend of February 5th, 2012. A variety of emotions were rushing through at any given time during that week. I sat down to gather my thoughts and asked for perspective. This is what I received.
By Sharda Chaitanya
The game-changing has begun, and you, the small wonder of the big universe, are on the cusp of the revolution. Remain fearless, there has been nothing that you've gained in your life by being otherwise.
We've invited you, as you asked. You've noticed that you've been getting what you want, at the same time you are receiving signs and signals on a regular basis. Cumulatively it is substantial, once you take a step back and review a bit. That day in the crowd where you were in the middle of "the chaos", yes, that was an assignment, and you did extremely well, and we are pleased. As you walked away it occurred to you, and correctly so, that this had been an assignment. And you asked for a reward because you said it was hard. Now here it is -- the reward to travel to the 5th dimension with a delegation lead by Steve Beckow and Linda Dillon. So much...so many of your prayers are answered in this moment. You're a Cosmic Traveler, and you join with other Cosmic Travelers on this trip of a lifetime. And there will be more trips and there will be more opportunities to travel inter-dimensionally as well, and to do so with ease and grace. Not that this is difficult -- all amenities will be available and abundant. You have spent many years with your teachers and mentors, and have been the recipient of unconditional love and support. So imagine that 100x greater!
Your mood today has fluctuated considerably because as always you are gauging yourself for all levels of thinking and emotions. You have a technique whereby you call in even the lower energies to see if they respond and to see if there is match with any of your systems. It is a way of purging any residual lower vibrations from your energy field. You are guessing that soon you will no longer have to do that, and you are correct. It is normal to be nervous about the trip, it means you get it. But what is on the other side of the veil is beyond your greatest dream -- and it only gets better from there. It's been a very long time since you have been surrounded by a higher vibrational tone. That proximity, (what else could it be?), will change your and everyone's frequency. You already know this and is why in your heart you already know what to expect. Everyone does because you come here in your astral body all the time.
Did we not only a few days ago write about your having come from the stars? A child of the universe? So you see, you ability to create what you want is happening so easily. Does this not get your attention? No sooner did you think that you would like to join the group (at that time it was a meager 20 attendees going) than you receive an email from your compassionate brother Steve. How is this anything but love, my sweet Child? Yes, this is soul power, and it gives us so much joy that you are attuning your instrument to the "cosmic hum" referred to in the Arcturian Star Chronicles. You've never felt like anything less than the child of Divine Mother, and all the glory of that is yours. And so why wouldn't you receive what your heart desires? This certainly is not the first time that you have gotten your way! Own it, proclaim it and embrace it, you have every God-given right to do so. Do not wait for the world. The world will follow you, you do not have to follow it.
(2 Days Later)
Stepping away is good and very necessary. Look, inquire, question and pontificate; it is what the intellect requires and finds comfort in. When you do this in conjunction with your heart, while keeping the mind open to incoming signals from us, you have a winning source of clear connectivity. The answers, realizations more accurately, will unfold so easily and simply when allowed -- finally you are getting this, that is to say, putting it into action . This past week has been no small task! Any unfoldment that bring us closer to Source, any releasing of fears and trepidation, is cause for celebration. These are the victories that are well-deserved. What happened for you in the way of shifting your internal consciousness as a result of the collective intention was something you could not have done on your own quite so easily -- this is what I believe you refer to as Divine Intervention. And glorious it is indeed!
The time for space travel is so very very close, my dearest heart, and the world should know this. You have been steadfast in your goals and diligent in your discipline. The time is upon you when you are to reap the rewards of a life on the Path to the Truth. (You don't have to put caps on these things, but we appreciate your enthusiasm.) Your comfort level with sharing this is not 100% yet, but you know you must do so eventually. It is part of coming out from under the cloak of ignorance to the light of knowledge. Once you've uncovered your own limitations, it falls upon you to bring the truth to others. At their behest, of course. What we mean is that you are availing yourself to the service of residents of this great Earth. You are not one to turn your back and are ready to step into the role that you have been groomed for. This information that you have access to is nothing certainly to be ashamed and we are sorry you still feel hesitation. Cannot you see what a gift it is to trust your intuition? That this is the beginning (not really, we've been here quite a while) of a relationship that is taking you to another octave in the universe? Don't under estimate the value of what is transpiring for it is the clarion call of your soul's journey. Let go the boundaries of opinion that linger in the back of your mind -- when you image in your third eye that enormous crystal blue effulgent light of profound brilliance, the feeling and the knowing leave you without a trace of doubt!
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Why is it every time we look outside of our SELVES we become
disappointed? Aren't these recent events
simply more of the clinging to external circumstances and illusions that we
expect to make us happy? The Maya
doesn't end just because we are no longer in 3D! The spiritual path is analogous to walking
the razor's edge. Do you want God or do
you want the world?
The question came to my mind today: What if all this (the prospect of
"flying to the moon", the anticipation of being retrieved by ETs, the
d'enouement) was just a creation of my own doing? A product of my imagination? Then it would mean that I take responsibility
for the story and the outcome. It is my
joy and my sorrow, it is my mistake or my victory, and it is up to me who I
include in the script and who I refuse.
I am the star of my own production and everyone else is supporting cast
or background, except for the moments when I (we) decide to give the lead to
someone else.
And for a fleeting moment, I gave the lead to Steve, and
Linda and Grener. And I did so
willingly. And I enjoyed all of it, even
the so-called failure to launch. All
the while my heart was open and I felt all the love that I wanted to feel for
my Star Family and the love They have for me.
Many other precious daydreams and projections and moments of heightened
sensitivity were part of my internal landscape for 5 or 6 days.
Added to the mix of all this was a deeper working on my own
issues that were being addressed by other benevolent forces, who I will call Guru,
that were very uncomfortable. Is it that
our movement toward becoming galactic citizens, then, requires still more
uncovering of our ego-encased delusions that are preventing our liberation? And if this liberation were to take place in
the 3rd dimension anyway, which the Master Teachers tell us IS possible, why
would I need anyone to come get me and take me away?
After the dust settled and the channelings stopped and I
turned off the computer, I went back to my altar and sat very comfortably in
lotus, and had my own communication with God, who seemed so much sweeter and so
much more present to me after my having experienced these adventures. Of my imagination.
Yours most truly,
Sharda
"Know
yourself and you will know the world."
- ancient Druid saying -