MY HIGHER MIND SPEAKS TO ME

 This short piece was written during my retreat.  I had gone with several goals in mind.  One was to listen.  The other was to let go of an issue that has been hanging around way too long. It was suggested that I write what I had received that day and to do so using the opposite hand.  So, writing with my left hand, this is what I received.    

More Letting Go ~ June 8, 2012  

    

Child, you listened to what we suggested.  How fun, right?  So this leg of your journey has begun.  What happened for you, us (because I am with you, we are together on this) is the finishing of the old and stepping into a brand new time, like a step within a dimension.  When you go forth now, having laid your burden down, you will reach the places you wish to go.  We wanted you to come all this way; and that is because it is what you wanted.  The nerves are settled.  You will be back to your environment and it will seem less enticing.  That is to say, you will have become less emotionally dependent upon it. 

You are letting go.  But not by a rejection of something so much as a freedom in your psychology.  Do you understand how you liberate yourself?  And how we are there to support you?  Yes,we, your Mother Earth and you, are moving forward together.  We have been through much and can now release our burden unto God our Father.  It is a new day, as you are fond of saying.  Be well.  We shall talk again.  

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Think With Your Heart

January 10, 2012

Dear One,

Keep following your heart.  Your heart will never let you down.  You have worked extensively to open it up to the Higher Vibrations, to open it to the Devic Kingdom, to our level of Light Vibration.  But in truth, you don't have to work so hard -- the heart of the human being is easy.  And soft.  The heart is the first thing about the human specimen to respond to goodness, kindness and generosity.  The heart has no born enemies.  The heart comes into this world ready and willing to give and to receive love.  The actual physical heart is a marvel and an amazing mysterious gift of God the Creator. 

Keep it safe, but don't hide it.  Nurture it, nourish it and share it gladly.  When you share it, it grows, expands its innate Light to attract more of what we are giving to the humans [?].  No need to wait for the right "time" or the right moment to appear -- you take your heart with you wherever you go!  It is the guidance system for your new world.  For here on forward you will refer to the heart first for direction and knowledge and you will never be led down the wrong path.  Think with your heart.

Yes, my dear, the pain you feel right now in your physical heart is your personal message...it is God/Goddess dialing in.  Later, when you become still, or more still, you can download that transmission.  It might be tomorrow, or next week or next month, but you will recall this brief moment and a beautiful surprise of unconditional love will be waiting. 

How absolutely glorious is the human heart!  It can lead all the way to God!  All goodness and knowing, all compassion and strength comes from this one small part of your sacred being.  And each of you has one, therefore you can all unite with this common denominator.  Don't underestimate what this means, doing so will create peril.  Look at it, think about it and see, feel, know how it is guiding you.  It's there, it's free and it's the most fun you can have being one with it.  (By the way, we are more than a little impressed that you can do this in such noisy surroundings.)  Until  next time.

With much love from my heart to yours, your own,

Vanya

Monumental Journey     January 7, 2012

 The game-changing has begun, and you, the small wonder of the big universe, are on the cusp of the revolution.   Remain fearless, there has been nothing that you've gained in your life by being otherwise.

We've invited you, as you asked.  You've noticed that you've been getting what you want, at the same time you are receiving signs and signals on a regular basis.  Cumulatively it is substantial, once you take a step back and review a bit.  That day in the crowd where you were in the middle of "the chaos":  yes, that was an assignment, and you did extremely well, and we are pleased.  As you walked away it occurred to you, and correctly so, that this had been an assignment.  And you asked for a reward because you said it was hard.   Now here it is -- the reward to travel to the 5th dimension with a delegation lead by Steve Beckow and Linda Dillon.   So much...so many of your prayers are answered in this moment.  You're a Cosmic Traveler, and you join with other Cosmic Travelers on this trip of a lifetime.  And there will be more trips and there will be more opportunities to travel inter-dimensionally as well, and to do so with ease and grace.  Not that this is difficult -- all amenities will be available and abundant.  You have spent many years with your teachers and mentors, and have been the recipient of unconditional love and support.  So imagine that 100x greater!

Your mood today has fluctuated considerably because as always you are  gauging yourself for all levels of thinking and emotions.  You have a technique whereby you call in even the lower energies to see if they respond and to see if there is match with any of your systems.  It is a way of purging any residual lower vibrations from your energy field.  You are guessing that soon you will no longer have to do that, and you are correct. It is normal to be nervous about the trip, it means you get it.  But what is on the other side of the veil is beyond your greatest dream -- and it only gets better from there.  It's been a very long time since you have been surrounded by a higher vibrational tone.  That proximity, (what else could it be?), will change your and everyone's frequency.  You already know this and is why in your heart you already know what to expect.  Everyone does because you come here in your astral body all the time.   

Did we not only a few days ago write about your having come from the stars?  A child of the universe?  So you see, you ability to create what you want is happening so easily.  Does this not get your attention?  No sooner did you think that you would like to join the group (at that time it was a meager 20 attendees going) than you receive an email from your compassionate brother Steve.  How is this anything but love, my sweet Child?   Yes, this is soul power, and it gives us so much joy that you are attuning your instrument to the "cosmic hum" referred to in the Arcturian Star Chronicles.  You've never felt like anything less than the child of Divine Mother, and all the glory of that is yours.  And so why wouldn't you receive what your heart desires?  This certainly is not the first time that you have gotten your way!  Own it, proclaim it and embrace it, you have every God-given right to do so.  Do not wait for the world.  The world will follow you, you do not have to follow it.

(2 Days Later)

 Stepping away is good and very necessary.  Look, inquire, question and pontificate; it is what the intellect requires and finds comfort in.  When you do this in conjunction with your heart, while keeping the mind open to incoming signals from us, you have a winning source of clear connectivity.  The answers, realizations more accurately, will unfold so easily and simply when allowed -- finally you are getting this, that is to say, putting it into action .  This past week has been no small task!  Any unfoldment that bring us closer to Source, any releasing of fears and trepidation, is cause for celebration.  These are the victories that are well-deserved.  What happened for you in the way of shifting your internal consciousness as a result of the collective intention was something you could not have done on your own quite so easily -- this is what I believe you refer to as Divine Intervention.  And glorious it is indeed!

The time for space travel is so very very close, my dearest heart, and the world should know this.  You have been steadfast in your goals and diligent in your discipline.  The time is upon you when you are to reap the rewards of a life on the Path to the Truth.  (You don't have to put caps on these things, but we appreciate your enthusiasm.)  Your comfort level with sharing this is not 100% yet, but you know you must do so eventually.  It is part of coming out from under the cloak of ignorance to the light of knowledge.  Once you've uncovered your own limitations, it falls upon you to bring the truth to others.  At their behest, of course.  What we mean is that you are availing yourself to the service of residents of this great Earth.  You are not one to turn your back and are ready to step into the role that you have been groomed for.  This information that you have access to is nothing certainly to be ashamed and we are sorry you still feel hesitation.  Cannot you see what a gift it is to trust your intuition?  That this is the beginning (not really, we've been here quite a while) of a relationship that is taking you to another octave in the universe?  Don't under estimate the value of what is transpiring for it is the clarion call of your soul's journey.  Let go the boundaries of opinion that linger in the back of your mind -- when you image in your third eye that enormous crystal blue effulgent light of profound brilliance, the feeling and the knowing leave you without a trace of doubt!

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Afterthoughts...  

Why is it every time we look outside of our SELVES we become disappointed?  Aren't these recent events simply more of the clinging to external circumstances and illusions that we expect to make us happy?  The Maya doesn't end just because we are no longer in 3D!  The spiritual path is analogous to walking the razor's edge.  Do you want God or do you want the world? 

The question came to my mind today:  What if all this (the prospect of "flying to the moon", the anticipation of being retrieved by ETs, the d'enouement) was just a creation of my own doing?  A product of my imagination?  Then it would mean that I take responsibility for the story and the outcome.  It is my joy and my sorrow, it is my mistake or my victory, and it is up to me who I include in the script and who I refuse.  I am the star of my own production and everyone else is supporting cast or background, except for the moments when I (we) decide to give the lead to someone else. 

And for a fleeting moment, I gave the lead to Steve, and Linda and Grener.  And I did so willingly.  And I enjoyed all of it, even the so-called failure to launch.   All the while my heart was open and I felt all the love that I wanted to feel for my Star Family and the love They have for me.  Many other precious daydreams and projections and moments of heightened sensitivity were part of my internal landscape for 5 or 6 days.  

Added to the mix of all this was a deeper working on my own issues that were being addressed by other benevolent forces, who I will call Guru, that were very uncomfortable.  Is it that our movement toward becoming galactic citizens, then, requires still more uncovering of our ego-encased delusions that are preventing our liberation?  And if this liberation were to take place in the 3rd dimension anyway, which the Master Teachers tell us IS possible, why would I need anyone to come get me and take me away? 

After the dust settled and the channelings stopped and I turned off the computer, I went back to my altar and sat very comfortably in lotus, and had my own communication with God, who seemed so much sweeter and so much more present to me after my having experienced these adventures.  Of my imagination.

Yours most truly,

Sharda

"Know yourself and you shall know the world."

ancient Druid wisdom-

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  New Message from My Guides -- Time to Trust 

January 30, 2012

Beloved Child,

We call you beloved for your sake, not for our sake.  We need for you to feel how we see you, what we see you as.  It comes naturally to us to address in this way, as we do all precious beings who approach us.  Let us begin.

You are from your home in the stars.  Your moments of clarity come from remembering.  You remember you are on earth to play and enjoy.  Not to toil and suffer.  No one will be happy until they understand, or more accurately, commune, with that "point" beyond physicality.  When you get a breath of the knowing, how much you become relaxed and into  your own Cosmic Consciousness.  When we whisper to you, Child, let go and embrace the crystal blue clarity of knowing, then you turn your mind toward the Oneness which is merged in the NOW.  Those whispers are so tiny and yet they fill you with great satisfaction.  We will increase their strength, or really light intensities is more like it, as you refine your physical vessel.  That's all it is, my Dear.  It's a vehicle, a home for the time you are on Earth to carry you around to learn the lessons, to learn what you simply have forgotten.  And in those moments of remembering you receive Divine Insight.  That insight can never lie, because you feel it, but that feeling is beyond human range.  It is the feeling of closeness to your Mother/Father God, Shiva/Shakti, and those who watch out for you, your own soul power.

Think of that Soul Power for a minute.  Soul-are power -- the sun gives light and energy -- Sol = Soul.  From that everything grows, everything on Earth is blessed with life and sustenance.  And by extension, your soul empowers you, it is the engine.  Not the ego nor the mind nor the intellect.  The same soul power that will gift you all the physical support you need for your journey.  All the tools of your liking shall be found, discovered, because you are getting extremely close now to understanding, grasping in heart and mind, what that genuinely means for you.

Part of you, as we speak, is still holding on to a bit of doubt; a bit of holding old patterns in your mind's energy flow or movement.  You are interfering with flow when you hold back.  Do you see what we are saying? 

[ Yes, those females in the room are distracting you because you see the futility of their costumes.  So much work for so little or no results.  The ego is clinging tightly to body image, and only suffering occurs.  Ignore that -- it is not your concern.  Send Light and let's move along.]

How in the world will this situation of yours turn around, you ask everyday.  And yet you know it is to be true in your heart; that is those moments when you are accessing your soul power, It is not just an idea, a nice idea that the world of illusion would have you keep at bay.  The soul power is the illusion, it creates the illusion and it transcends the illusion.  This is Maya Shakti, Mother's manifestation in physical form.  You love her and you have spent your whole life serving her in illusion.  Now, I will tell you today, is your time to move beyond this third dimensional bondage and step into liberation.  You can let go now.  Nothing will happen, Dear One, you are safe because we surround you.  Can you feel that?  You know and yet you've been holding back, gripping the last branch of the survival tree, a tree that has no roots.  You are very often asking us, sometimes once an hour, to help you take care of this insecurity that confronts you.  Let us do that, that is our job.  Need we remind you?  It would seem so.  Have you been so caught up in work and other endeavors that you've forgotten to remember?  Give us the burden, release it to us, we will carry it away and transform it into Light and Love and return it to you in a form of your liking, your loving and you in-joy-ing!

Are you ready to trust?  Carry on with the rest of your day and walk in this world as a Child of God, and wait for the miracles to unfold.  ( You don't want us to leave, we can see that.)  But go do your chores and we walk with you.  Don't cry, we are all around you.

With so much love,
Your light Guides