Matt Kahn Clarifies the Current Energies ~ June 2015

Once again we are informed that the influx of cosmic esnergies and upgrades continue to move through us, on many levels, creating a variety of symptoms and personal issues.  What is inferred here is that while we try to think our way out of this discomfort, we might hit a wall because the real work is being done beyond the scope of our comprehension. 

 "When you are immersed in incubation, you might feel exhausted, depressed, void of inspiration, or without the drive to be a part of life. While it might be easy to think that something is wrong, it is merely the Universe channeling all of your life force energy to usher your healing into completion."

 The above quote couldn't more aptly describe exactly what I am going through today.  While I most definitely want to and can blame outside issues, I know essentially that more bleckhk is surfacing to be released, and while I still feel, after all this time, like I have to be constructive and busy to feel satisfied, I just have to let go.  The stuff in my life that isn't going so great must also taken seriously because it represents more of what no longer serves me.  To this I must confess: I know I need to step away, because this cycle will simply perpetuate, and continually putting an ascension band-aid on it doesn't remedy the gravity of this conundrum.  

The Depths of Solitude

A contemplative moment from
my friend Charmaine Smith.

(Note:  I do not condone the use of shotguns.  Just needed to say that.  S.C.)

I find myself lately in an odd energetic state as regards my fellow human beings. In selective bursts, I encounter those with whom I am in easy resonance and feel effortless joy and lightness and visit happily, as if we have always been old friends.

When not around such people, or at other times--particularly at night or when I am going to exercise or sleep--I have a fierce, indomitable urge to be as far from other people as possible and to be left completely alone, no matter what. If anyone unwanted or with an incompatible personality or behavior comes anywhere near me or intrudes in any way, I bristle like a porcupine and have to fight all my fiercest, most aggressive territorial urges. A hundred yards away is too close for someone like that, or their vehicle. At these times, I yearn to rack a shotgun and let physics take its course.

From a bird's-eye view this is amusing, as I wrestle with the body's conditioning and swim through the intense energetic surround. At times, the world is too much with me...and I long for the utter solitude of nature, devoid of combustion engines and bad manners. The insects chirping in the desert scrub were a comfort last night, as was the moon above the lake and its night breeze. Even the two human-like shadow figures that virtually flew across the parking lot near my van last night as I peeped through my curtains were no bother; they were silent in their passing and showed no interest in my presence.

If I were on some other world right now, I would miss the familiar sounds of Gaia in the moonlight, her chirping creatures, her bone-deep rumble as she spins, the pitched humming of her field. I would not miss the smell of rotting vegetables, the necessity of eating, the too-near sounds of nicotine coughs and alcohol-soaked conversation.

This too shall pass, I imagine, and all that is allowed to process and flow on will leave a smoother surface behind through which the All can pour. Sigh.....