by Sharda ChaitanyaAugust 7, 2012
(Re-posted)
Where have I been? Every now and then it seems like I want to break off my relationship with my blog. And not just my blog, but also the Light Movement, my community, the channels and most anything that looks like or hints at "New Age".
I am not sure why this happens. Burnout? Perhaps. Introspection? Good possibility. Disillusionment? Definitely. Not listening to my own source of knowing? Bingo! The intricacies of our psychology combined with our expansion into the higher vibrations conspire to create feelings of ineptitude and loathing. And that's a good thing - it signals to us that we are burning off the dross of 3D and clearing the way for greater insight. It is at those moments when it is easy to blame the very thing that is closest to us. But that is alright and normal. It's quite acceptable to wonder what on God's green Earth we are doing - I am doing - every once in a while. The process is one of purging, messing up the pieces on the game board, and stepping away. We didn't like the way the game was going, we made chaos of what was in front of us, and stomped off in a huff. Or in my case, taking a few days far away from anything resembling attachment to my work.
