October 22, 2012
Many people who are going through awakening process are no longer certain what their outer purpose is. What drives the world no longer drives them. Seeing the madness of our civilization so clearly, they may feel somewhat alienated from the world around them. Some feel they inhabit a no-man's-land in between two worlds. They are no longer run by ego, yet the arising awareness has not yet become fully integrated into their lives. - Eckhart Tolle
It is only fitting that if one wants to write something, one must have an idea of what that might be. I do not, but I thought I should at least attempt to express what's been going on lately. I haven't communicated personally here in about 2 weeks and I am not quite sure why not. I want to write, I think about it, I wonder how my readers are doing or if they consider that I've been around or not, and yet I can never quite make it over here. Perhaps because Ascension symptoms are alive and well and expressing themselves generously in my life. This time around these so-called symptoms are not physical, but they are slightly mental/emotional. But mostly they are spiritual and philosophical. What is happening is so subtle, so abstract that my frame of mind, my reference for what I do here on my blog, and now and again in the world, has changed significantly. I want to express something, but I don't think I have anything I want to say. I am writing to say I have nothing to say - the truth is, little has interested me enough to put my attention there.
This has happened before, this disconnect. And each time it does, each time this urge to let go of my internet/blogger/social media persona, it takes on a different point of entry. This time, what is within the purview of my online community has faded and
