A Short Update on the Energies ~ 3/10/2015

by Aisha North
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"..outside is not where you will encounter this huge shift first. No, that will happen within, and it will happen in ways that will defy description. For the shift you are materializing now, is one that has never been seen before, not with your eyes, nor with anyone else’s.  [And] this is something that needs your presence in every sense of the word, and so, you need to stay present in your inner life now, probably even more so than what you have done before." 

As many of you have already noticed, some very new energetic landscapes are opening up now, and we do think you will all find that they are best surveyed in silent contemplation. In other words, so much is going on energetically now, it would behoove you all to take time to just BE with all of this new, without too much external interference. For what is actually going on within you can be very much likened to as if all of the tectonic plates of your energetic environment begin to shift at the same time, so that those carrying the imprints of yesteryear will be pushed out of the way by those announcing the arrival of the New.

Again, we choose to speak in convoluted terms, but again, the explanation is the same. For this time we will once again encourage you to seek beyond the words, and to take into consideration the seemingly open spaces in between them. For as we have already told you on many an occasion, that is in fact where the seed of this message has been implanted, and as soon as you allow that seed to benefit from your light, it will begin to expand to its proper shape. And we do not refer to shape as in a defined spatial way, more as in the vibrational pattern that this incoming energy will form as soon as it begins to interact with your own private space, to use a more informal description of what is in actual fact an extremely complexly formatted structure of energetic impulses being presented both ways.

Aisha North ~ A Short Update on the Energies July 8, 2014

"...this land that we speak of, these brand new acres of opportunity cannot be laid under by anyone fueled by greed or fear or any other form of old density programming. No, this land will only serve the greatest of causes, the one of sustaining the new world and the peoples inhabiting this world, and so, what comes from light will only serve the light,..."

Aisha North
A Short Update of the Energies
July 8, 2014
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As you have already noticed, the tides have indeed changed, and so, the standstill that many of you have perceived up until now will become a veritable flood of light that will serve to carry you all to a very new destination. As a always, the word destination does not necessarily denote a new geographic location, but for some, this will also be the case. You see, what was carried out by you and by a whole host of other wise souls such as yourselves over the last week or so was nothing short of a magnificent miracle of rebalancing this entire planet. We know that for some these words will seem to be overly dramatic and overstating what has taken place, but in effect, the truth lies on the other end of the scale. You see, what has happened now, is a permanent resettlement of the energetic distribution within your entire planet, and as such, what has been oppressed for far too long will now start to flow freely once again, and you will all be carried along on this at times abundant flow of enlightened presence.

Aisha North ~ A Short Update on the Energies

This message holds much deep information.  It requires reading slowing and perhaps more that once.  Basically we are told we have done an immense amount of clearing and healing and that we can look forward to a more rapid forward momentum wherein we begin to discover greater access to our REAL potential.  Up till now, it has all be preliminary.  At the same time, we are informed that we create it as we go along - there are no set parameters or boundaries.  It is this particular quality of our ascension that has me most riveted.  We need to unleash the last remnants of the belief that we are limited to and confined to our bodies.  -S.C.-

The Constant Companions
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May 20, 2014
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As you have perhaps already noted, these incoming energies will once again be churning up quite a few interesting ideas here and there. You see, you have by now been well prepared to start to divert your attention elsewhere, that is, you have passed through so much of your personal preparations on this journey, you have become more than ready to start to shine your light in a very new direction, one that will lead you to seek further into topics and ideas that may seem far removed from your immediate sphere of influence. And what do we mean by that? Simply that as you have allowed yourself to go through this thorough personal process of cleansing and jettisoning all of the old and cumbersome filters that made it difficult for you to do and to be anything but a human, you have also made yourself able to start to step far outside the old comfort zone, and so, you will begin to find yourself seeking out answers to questions you cannot even put into words yet.

Light is Information ~ The Role of the Sun in Our Evolution

I have been reading a little bit about what the Sun does for us and how extremely powerful it is for our spiritual evolution.  Not much is available in any detail, and mostly the Sun is often only referenced as part of the great solar system.  But it is far more crucial to our connection to source that we understand at this time. Again, I reference Earth:  The Pleiadian Keys to the Living Library that dedicates the larger part of one chapter to this very topic.  Since learning of this, I have made a concerted effort to connect, commune really, with the Sun as a way to receive the amazing and unmatched teachings that it offers everyone.  One thing in particular that has stood out among the wonderful ideas about the Sun is that it knows us - it knows what we need and feeds us impulses to prompt us to move forward into our divinity.  This is going to happen whether we are aware of it or not.  I feel what is useful about consciously acknowledging this as we communication with the Sun, is that it accelerates the process because a relationship in our wakeful everyday existence is established.  This kind of intimacy with the Sun goes a long way in bolstering our ascension.  

Aisha North has received the following message which I find utterly wonderful and much needed.  Finally, an in-depth explanation of our relationship with the wonderful Sun, and everything it can and will do for us.  One of the points the above-mentioned book makes is that we should not shield ourselves from the Sun.  Sun block, sunglasses, fear of the Sun, etc, are all a fallacy.  This is more disinformation that prevents us from receiving the plethora of cosmic knowledge which the Sun is offering.  Next time you are out in the Sun, drink it in, communication with it, absorb it into all parts of your body and soul.  Ask to receive codes, upgrade your DNA and burn off anything that does not serve your highest joy!. If you're like me, you will begin to notice the difference.  -Sharda

The Constant Companions' Update on the Energies

Received by Aisha North

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April 14, 2014

I wasn't expecting a new message today, but when I sat down to watch the live streaming of the lunar eclipse, this came through:

As you are all aware of now, what happens in the sky is an integral part of what is going on within your body. For your body does not constitute your limits in any way, far from it, your body constitutes the receptor that enables you to connect ever deeper to everything that is around you. At first, what you perceive will be what is transmitted to the inside of your body though the five senses, but bit by bit, you will realize that the information you can pick up in this manner is merely a small ripple on the surface of All there is. For now, as you have all become more adept at tuning into the real message that lies behind so much of these at times deliberately misleading snippets of information that you are being served through your eyes and your ears from numerous sources acting on behalf of diverse less beneficial masters, you will understand that in order for you to get the real picture, you need to turn away from whatever is served you on a daily basis in your mass media.

Aisha North ~ A Short Update on the Energies

This is a really good message.  A little long but necessary, so I will keep my comments brief.   As happens on a regular basis, what I read in a message such as this (the ones that focus front and center on our personal transformation) I have just experienced directly within myself a day or two prior to reading the message.  This is a really good thing because I can vouch for what the Higher Beings on Light are telling us, and in this instance (as with many from the Miss Aisha) they are absolutely accurate and well-timed.  Today I had the 3rd (and I believe, last) in a series of initiations.  Explaining initiations is a whole essay in itself.  Generally there is build of to them, they don't usually just happen out of the blue (although they can), because it is a process, there are steps involved (often steep and tiresome and ones we swear we've climbed before) as we are "prepped" for their coming to fruition.

This began for me about 2 weeks ago and completed today.  I promise to write about the topic at length because I feel this is not really talked about and I feel it is crucial to understanding why we experience certain things.  It will shed much-needed light onto what often times feels like a great deal of futility as we go through these processes.  Trust me, they are not futile.  As Aisha points out, there is an incredible amount of light coming in and squeezing the darkness from deep within all time and memory - how could it be anything but painful.  I even hesitate to use the word painful because it the kind of discomfort that bears witnessing.  So when it happens, observe it, send it love, send love and light to the "thing" that is being worked on, that issue, that old mind-set, the guilt, burden, belief or feeling of less-than. Whatever it might be.  For me, the subtext of a bigger picture was my holding the space for the collective - which is a pretty big one.  And one I either signed up for or bought into.  Or both!!  (Insert smiley-face thingy.) 

I cannot tell you the level of discomfort I underwent these past several weeks.  Enormously old and really sticky stuff, some of which I am sure is handed down from the blood line, was looked at, as it came in waves.  And if what you are going through is causing the body to react, regard it as a serious signal and take heed.  For me, when something "has to go" I feel a weakness in a certain body part which tells me that I will be disempowered if I go in a certain direction, whatever it might be at that moment.  Pay attention, take pause and observe.  And most of the time what accompanies these passages is a great deal of emotion that can make us feel we have reverted to our adolescence.  Don't judge, or qualify or hate - send love and light, it is the most efficient way to clear a path.  (Note:  Given that this is a particularly trying time, feel free to write to me if you have questions.  I will be happy to do what I can to help.  nycfengshui@gmail.com.)  -Sharda-

One more thing:  Some discussion here about solar flares.  I was just reading about them in a book by Barbara Marciniak called Earth:  Pleiadian Keys to the Living Library, wherein she said we will be getting a great deal of solar flares.  The book was written 20 years ago. Good times!

Aisha North
A Short Update on the Energies
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April 25, 2014

As many of you have already noticed, the energetic activities over the last few days have been nothing if not on the heavy side, and this will indeed continue for quite a while yet. We hear the groans of discomfort already, but let us hasten to add that you will feel a lightening in your bodies as these energetic injections continue. For you are opening yourselves more and more to these emissaries of the light, and as such, it will be as if your body automatically manages to adjust and rearrange itself in such a way, this prolonged period of heightened exposure will become more than bearable. We know that for many, this will fail to reassure for you will feel as if at a breaking point already, but again we say, know that all is well, and you will all find a way to breathe into those constricted parts of your being to lessen the pressure somewhat.

Aisha North ~ The Manuscript of Survival

Once again, Aisha North and the Constant Companions have accurately articulated the minutia of our evolutionary process.  The synchronicities between my life and this message are a bit astounding.  Things on my own inner plane have been shifting significantly over the past week - and seem to be staying there.  I had what I call a breakthrough, which I came to find out was in fact an initiation. (I asked a question during Eddie Mullins radio show.)  A whole lot of letting go recently with other aspects of my life on the unseen planes.  It used to be that we let go, but there was nothing to fill the void.  Now, as soon as we let go, the vacuum is filled with whatever we choose to place there.  Be really really really clear on what you want.  If you are not clear or your heart is foggy, ask those whom you work with to clear that up so that you can allow yourself to create; and it needn't be huge at first.  Start small if that is more comfortable for you. 

The  Constant Companions talk about our innate capability to completely heal the damage on the planet.  "Everything resides within us", is a common phrase about which we really don't know anything.  But that is changing.  I have been reading Barbara Marciniak's Earth, Pleiadian Keys to the Living Library, which speaks to this point exactly.  It is so profound that our yet to be fully developed minds cannot really take it all in.  Despite that, the Pleiadians do a pretty good job of explaining how Earth is the learning center of the universe and humans are the library cards.  We have access to everything around us - that was how this existence was originally intended.  When we begin to contemplate this bigger truth, our minds open up - literally.  As that happens, light gets in, and neurological synapses are fired that were previously dormant, and we experience change. (If you have a skull carved from precious gem stone to work with, that will facilitate the process more rapidly.)

April is developing into a good month.  To say things are changing is a bit redundant in so far as we've been saying that for years now.  And yet, what makes this time special is that we've come to a place in our personal growth where we recognize that our higher frequency is maintaining - slipping back into a less that elevated mental or emotional vibe just won't work.  We are finally seeing real results that play out in our everyday lives - the energy is holding with little or no effort.  And if we find ourselves wanting to go into negativity, our bodies signal everything in us not to let that happen.  We can trust now that we are more than human; we are here as individuated bodies of Light in service to The All.  -Sharda-

The Manuscript of Survival - Part 410
Aisha North
April 10, 2014
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The tides they have indeed changed, and so much will change with it, as this incoming riptide of energies will continue to create upheaval in all of the old sediments still obscuring mankind’s vision of reality. For you are still very much in the dark as to what the real reality is, as the great majority is still immersed in this old fog of illusion, or perhaps we should rephrase that into this old fog of disillusion. For still you will see an abundance of negativity around you, that is, if you choose to tune into those channels still busy sending out these same negative signals. But if you have managed to tear yourself away from the old drama still being played out on those old screens that have been set up between mankind and their inner core, you will already have started to see not only through this old illusion, but you will also have seen the first new glimpses of that brand new reality being played out in its full technicolour splendor.

Aisha North ~ The Manuscript of Survival ~ March 31, 2014

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The Manuscript of Survival
March 31, 2014
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You have by now passed over a threshold that will lead you all into brand new halls of energetic information, and for many, this information has already started to seep through in the form of images, sounds or even more tangible effects. In other words, the thinning veil is already letting much of what has been hidden start to come into view, and as it does, you will find yourself stepping further and further away from what the majority of mankind still look upon as the reality. For as the veils continue to diminish, you will also see how your grasp of what constitutes reality and fiction will start to blur.

This may sound confusing, and for a period, that will indeed be the case, but as your senses and indeed your “everyday consciousness” to call it that starts to readjust to all of these new layers of information, you will soon settle into a very new way of life where you will find the prospect of juggling these different concepts easy to handle. For as we have reminded you on so many occasions, you are indeed multi dimensional beings, and now, that will become more and more apparent to you all as the bleed-throughs start to multiply and you feel yourself switching back and forth between these different layers more and more seamlessly. But yes, at first, you will find it hard to stay balanced at any given time, and even your physical body will react much like it is apt to do if you are in an unsteady environment like on a boat at high seas. For nothing will feel as if it is solid, nor permanent, and as such, it may cause you all to feel a heightened sense of anxiety or even physical discomfort. Again, there is nothing wrong in any of this, it is merely a signal that you are truly going through a huge shift, and as all of these shifts goes, it is apt to cause some alarm bells going off within you.

Aisha North ~ A Short Update on the Energies ~ 3/21/2014

'You have been priming your physical body for this huge lift in energetic vibration, and you have been preparing yourself for the task that is at hand. And now, that task will start to make itself known to each and every one of you. And as you start to access that vast repository of knowledge within, it will not happen accidentally."

Aisha North

A Short Update on the Energies

March 21, 2014

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You have all by now completed a cycle of energetic transmissions that are unlike anything anyone has been taken through, and as such, you are indeed not only pioneers, you are also the ones that have lifted the bar far above and beyond the limit for what anyone could be able to accomplish during an incredibly short time span. And the simple reason for this success is the fact that you all committed yourself completely to this process a long. long time ago. For this is well and truly the result of a long, long line of incredible moments, moments where you have chosen to step into unknown territory again and again, and where you have willingly embraced fully the prospect of leaving behind everything you have ever known.

Aisha North ~ The Manuscript of Survival ~ 3/13/2014

This message is more indication of what we are expected to experience over the next few days. What I find most interesting is the mention by the Constant Companions (Aisha's name for her "information" team) that the greater part of the change will be felt internally - within ourselves and within Mother Earth!  I am getting SO excited about this!  We will, over time I imagine, as the energies filter through, be able to access more of our Divine Selves.  Oh, what we have worked so long and diligently for is coming to pass.  Clear your calendar, I think this next shift will trump everything.  -Sharda-

Aisha North
The Manuscript of Survival
March 13, 2014
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We have come to you today on a most important mission, for we are here to prepare you for what you have in store in the next few days. As many of you are already aware, the period we are referring to, is the one that leads up to that point in time that you have specified as the midpoint of the year if you see it as divided into two equal parts, both of them encompassing the same amount of light, although divided into two. This is as you know a roundabout way to describe the day of your recurring Equinoxes, the days that your planet seems to stand at a midpoint, a point of balance if you will, for then to start to shift ever so slightly on its axis yet again. We know that for many of you, this time of the year has always been considered an important one, and rightly so, but this time, we cannot stress enough just what an important period this will be. Or rather, what an important period it already is. For this is not just a one-off, a one day event that comes and goes as quickly as that. No, this is something far more important, and the lead up to it is already well on the way.

The Manuscript of Survival by AIsha North

As has been happening lately, Miss Aisha's message has resonated deeply.  What began as a short comment, grew into something else blogged separately here:  http://fengshuiserenity.blogspot.com/2014/02/filtering-perceiving-and-intergrating.html

The Manuscript of Survival

by Aisha North

February 12, 2014

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As you have perhaps already envisaged, this period will be one of intense goings-on on all levels. Some of it has already started to surface, but as the frequencies of these incoming energies continue to heighten, so too will all of the ensuing effects from them. You see, the buttons are already being pushed, and when we say buttons, we refer of course to whatever it is that you are carrying with you. And this time, we are referring to those buttons that activate so much of your innate qualities, those that have been dormant for such a long time, but who will start to be awakened one by one as these energies come in and start to nudge them into being.

Nudge is perhaps not the best word to use here, as the momentum of these energies is more than a little intense. In any way, they will serve to activate so much of you, and as things get into a roll, you will find yourself rolling along with it at an ever increasing speed. And as such, keeping your balance will perhaps become more than a little challenging for you all, even if you have become more than adept at this from earlier rounds.

Aisha North ~ A Short Update On The Energies

A Short Update On The Energies
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February 10, 2014
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By now, much has started to churn around because of these incoming energies, and we are of course referring to attributes that cover a wide spectrum, from both the physical planes to the more esoteric ones. Indeed, there is perhaps not a single source of information that has not reported a lot of disturbances, and we do mean this in the very best way. You see, all of these so-called disturbances are tangible proofs of the great shift you are entering, and as such, nothing will be left untouched as this phase of the operation starts to unfold in earnest.

Yes, this is it indeed, you are about to be taken on the greatest ride of your existence, and when we say ride, we mean that in the sense of being shifted from the old and rudimentary existence of being a human and into that brand new, wide open version of YOU. In other words, you are moving forwards, outwards, upwards and inwards at the same time, so no wonder that so many of you can report some rather – at least to you – unsettling experiences of sudden shifts in everything from your mindset to your physical surroundings.

Aisha North ~ A Short Update on the Energies

Aisha North
A Short Update on the Energies

January 26, 2014

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 As many of you have already ascertained, there is a short lull in the proceedings, and none too soon you will perhaps add. For these last few days have been marked by a huge influx of energies, the likes have never before been seen on this little planet of yours. And yes, this is also something that is becoming visible, not only to your scientists, but also to the untrained eye. For your world has started to receive some signals from deep, deep space that was sent out a very long time ago according to your measurements, and now, they are reaching your shores, for the first time ever. And no, we are not referring to anything that can be deemed to be a mere coincidence, for as we have always told you, everything happens when the time is right for it to happen, so too, in this. So if you lift your eyes to the sky, you will see a small pinprick of light that was not there a few days ago, but now, it will seem to become more and more visible, as the signals that was sent out for such a long time ago, now have come to greet you all. We are not referring to any sort of disaster in any way, merely something that your scientists will call a supernova, but that we would like to refer to as the greeter.

Aisha North ~ The Manuscript of Survival, Pt. 388

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The Manuscript of Survival
January 18, 2014
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By now, the incoming waves of energetic transformation have been lapping at your heels, but now, you will find yourself swimming in a veritable ocean of it.This may sound ominous to some, but trust us when we say that you will all feel buoyed by these energies, not drowned in them. And why is that? Simply the fact that you have managed to un-manacle yourself from the old inhibitors that you have been dragging behind you, seemingly forever. We know these words will sound repetitious to some, but bear with us, for we do see the need for countless repetitions of the same message. Do not take this as any form of criticism, rather, it is simply a statement to signify that we are all aware that this process of total liberation from the old is not one that is accomplished seemingly overnight. In many aspects, it will be so, literally, as you will all experience true quantum leaps on your advancement towards the real you, but if you look on the whole, you see step after careful step being played out. And yes, this is indeed all part of the plan, and yes, we have also taken into consideration the endurance and the tenaciousness of human perseverance and indeed patience. For even if it may seem to be wearing thin in some of you, we also know that it is in fact more than durable, and if it was not, this operation would not be opened up in the first place.

Aisha North The Manuscript of Survival, Part 386

Aisha North
The Manuscript of Survival, Part 386

January 14, 1014

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As you have perhaps already noticed, the ebb and flow of these brand new energies works in very different ways than before, and rightly so. For you have not only reached a brand new plateau in this ongoing process of reconnecting and remembering the different aspects that compose the true you, you have also managed to wrestle yourself away from the influence of the old and outdated modes and frequencies.

Aisha North ~ A Short Update on the Energies 1/6/2014

Aisha North
A Short Update on the Energies

January 6, 1014

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Now, you have all passed over that threshold where tomorrow has become today, and as such, you start over with a brand new set of coordinates with which to navigate. And do not worry, even if our words at times may sound overly confusing to you, you are more than capable of navigating these uncharted waters. For now, you all possess all the skills you will ever need to tap into in order to make what you have dreamed of for so long a reality. And never doubt dear ones, they are indeed there, deep within you all, and even if you have yet to make their acquaintance in full, never the less, they are there, ready and waiting for you to find them. And find them you will, when the time is right, and you are ready to utilize them in full.

Aisha North ~ A Short Update on the Energies

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A Short Update on the Energies

January 2, 1014

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Another message from Aisha North that just nails it.  This new vibration that came in with the new year, 2014, has made a huge impact on the overall feeling of what is out there, what is transpiring for us in here, and what we are to expect in the near future and beyond.  This sounds all so cliche, textbook new-age dribble that we've heard over and over.  But it is all true.  Take verbatim what this message is conveying:  it's a new day.  And if you feel like you are not quite there yet, or feel you are still working your way through the debris of 3D, be patient.  I am not trying to give advice - I am telling you what I know from experience.  Finally, we get the opportunity to move.  And stretch.  Even if you seem to be surrounded by nonsense with no exit sign nearby, there is always a part of you that can tap into this peace that has descended.  It's here.  Breath it in!  -S.C.-

As this new year starts to unfold, you will all find yourself staring into a brand new space in all sorts of ways, as you have now left the old and outworn energies of 2013 well and truly behind, and you have all taken that first tentative sip of the brand new energies that came in as your calendar shifted from one year to the next. This may sound improbable to many of you, but that is in fact just what has taken place, as you have been taken through a grand shift once again. As usual, only a few of you have yet been able to feel into these brand new vibrations, for they will not make themselves fully announced just yet. Suffice it to say, they are here indeed, although not in full force. For as usual, everything will be taken in increments, so too this, as the levels will be adjusted ever so slowly at first, until you all get back on your feet as it were, and you are able to stand fully upright whilst being exposed to the full and final extent of these new vibrational levels.

Aisha North ~ The Manuscript Of Survival, Pt. 382

"For it is not only you who have come here to blossom, it is that dream of yours, the dream that you share with millions of other enlightened beings present on this planet at this very time."

Aisha North

The Manuscript of Survival, Pt. 382

December 29, 2013
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You have perhaps already managed to tap into the new force that sits ready and waiting for you dear ones, the force that will bring you all the way across that threshold you seem to have been hovering before for such a long time now. You see, this is indeed an exciting time for you all, as you have all been readied for this final stage of this enormous salvage operation, if we may use such a word, but now, things will start to get into the swing as it were. You see, these times will not go unnoticed by anyone, as the heightened levels of energetic emissions that will hit your own personal atmosphere have never been higher, and as such, they will have a deep impact on you all. We are well aware that for most of you, the impact you have registered so far can perhaps not be described as entirely positive, if positive at all, for they can mainly be described as deep and throbbing pain within your physical tissues and as anxiety, unease and perhaps even anger on your mental level. But now, the veil will start to lift in a way that will help you all to see beyond this energetic unpleasantness and give you that first glimpse of the freedom that lies beyond this veil of forgetfulness, toil and travail that has been suspended between you and the world of your dreams.

Aisha North ~ A Short Update on the Energies

Aisha North

A Short Update on the Energies

December 26, 2013

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As the days start to almost imperceptibly lengthen at your end of the globe, you will also feel a slight shift in the atmosphere as the energies start to prepare you all for the end of this year and the beginning of the new. As always, you will have a short breather here and there, and we think you will all find some time to sit back and slowly start to ease yourself into the brand new waters that beckon you already. For even if your calendar still shows the number 2013, the energies themselves have already start to shift into the new, and as such, you will all be able to take a small sip of them if you manage to still yourself sufficiently to try.

Aisha North ~ A Short Update on the Energies

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December 18, 2013
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As these energies keep burrowing deeper and deeper into your very being, you may feel yourself at a loss to explain what is going on, but you will literally feel it in your very bones that something deeply transformative is indeed going down now. For you are changing dear ones, beyond recognition, for as you open yourself fully up to this influx of light, you will be as newborn again when this whole process is over and done with. Yes, there is indeed an end to this transformation process, and even if that end may seem far, far off at the moment, know that there will come a day in the not too distant future when you will draw a deep breath and just know that “this is it, now I am the one I came here to be”. And then, you will finally be able to look back over your shoulder and contemplate the whole arduous journey you have taken to get you to that final and full version of you.

Is it not enough anymore to be confined to one way of being?

"You will feel the oncoming of something so magnificent, it can almost seem to be too much, and along with the anticipation, you might also feel the stirring of anxiety setting in. Let us just assure you that this is only to be expected, for what you are feeling into, is a change so fundamental, it will indeed wipe the slate clean in so many ways, you will not be the same after you have been under this deluge of energetic purification."   Aisha North, Manuscript of Survival, pt. 378

by Sharda Chaitanya

Today's message from Aisha North really struck home for me.  I woke up feeling okay.  I was surprised - the usual worry was not present.  Great.  I was not  going to have to battle with myself to find my center, maybe this would be an easy morning.  But then the mind begins to chatter and it goes something like, "What am I doing with my life, when will I have money, what will happen if I don't, will this proposed new job pan out and if not, what then?  Is this potential new relationship worth pursuing or not, I don't know, should I?  I thought that this is where I was supposed to be. At least that's how it felt last week, and for many days before that. Did I have it wrong?"  So on and so forth.  

As I climbed out of bed, I wasn't in the mood to have my usual cup of hot lemon water and honey.  I didn't feel like behaving by communicating with my guides and meditating.  I just couldn't ground myself or listen to yet another guided visualization.  I just wanted to take care of stuff.  And yet I know if I dive head first into my day, in this irascible mood, it would be counter-productive.  I know enough to know that believing in the truth of the external factors that I blame for making me feel like this is just buying into the illusion that the world is real, and my emotional reactions to it is who I am.  This sort of reaction to our perceived reality is exactly what we are trying to move away from.