If things get any more intense I feel I will jettison
straight up out of here! How can so much happen when I don't even leave
my apartment, let alone my neighborhood? What is transpiring around
me in terms of my life work/spiritual path is at the moment overwhelming, and
it caught me off guard. And I am sorry to a few good people who got swept
up in my personal vortex as I tried to sort through this.
Now that we are processing everything through our
heart, what used to take a mere few moments in the past becomes a finely tuned event as
we try to balance our interdimensionality. We are filtering our
experiences through the portal between here and there, between where we are
planted in physicality and the place where resides our higher
consciousness. Is this even making sense? What I am attempting to
say is, we are not meandering through 3D as we once did - we have to refer our
activities (or decisions or whichever holds our attention in the world) to a
higher, more refined aspect of ourselves.
Exactly how we are referring to them I don't quite
know - I just know I am doing it. It's as if I won't, or can't, settle
for the same emotions that 3D triggers in me (they don't work), nor operate
with the same processes when challenges are put in my path. Again, what
worked before cannot be applied in the new paradigm of 5D. I know this
point has been more than adequately driven home in many messages, except now I
am finally experiencing it on a very personal level. What happens when we
realized these outdated energies are no longer effective, we hit a wall.
It can create confusion that might trip us up, but it doesn't have to.
What we need here is to be sensitive to what is going on.
Awareness. And we need time to step back and breath. Stay
calm.
What I do is go off on a tangent and become real quiet,
or journal intensely, or lay on my bed and call in the light - or however I
remove myself from what it happening "out there". This opens up
the space, or gives permission to, the energies to work their magic. In a
sense, I step aside and wait till I feel better. The work can then
commence of the inner planes where the subtle work is being carried out.
That part is beyond my control, I can't say what happens there because I don't
know exactly. This is where we have to relinquish control and put ourselves, or
the situation (same difference sometimes) into the hands of the Benevolent Higher
Powers that work on our behalf as per the direction of
Creator.
By doing that we are able to go back to what we are/were
doing in 3D and bring to it the perspective which we gained from mingling it
with 5D or higher. It's a knowing that we've gained - like a clearing of
the energies, so that we can work with them as interdimensional beings.
This is how we are bringing Heaven to Earth. This is how we are integrating
our higher selves into our physicality. So much of the discomfort are the
growing pains combined with the lack of understanding about what the heck is
going on with us. Which is why the channels and intuitives are so keen to
bring us what they have - we need as much clarity as we can garner.
At the moment that I step aside and do what I need to
regroup, balance, come to grips, whatever, a great deal of discomfort is
experienced. This is where we call in all our strength. This has
been true from the beginning - in order to do the work required for our
spiritual growth we acknowledge the growing pains and hope they subside
soon. By acknowledging it I mean take the time to sit in front of your
altar, read something spiritually uplifting, listen to a guided meditation,
talk to your guides, or anything that comforts you and keeps your vibration
from slipping into fear. Stay away from fear because it is the very thing
that blocks any effort to resolve the old issue.
While the yucky-yuck continues to erupt (eeesshh) I think
we are getting at least a little bit of a better idea of what we are working
with and that if something happens we are not going to die. In a
conversation with a good friend yesterday, I had recalled something I'd read a
while ago. It said that we are being asked to process a lot of negativity
that is not of our making. We are being asked to transmute what
maladies lay within the 3D martrix so that we can all move forward with
ascension. So not all of this is even ours - we are taking responsibility
for a great deal more than we are aware. Which is okay. We have the
tools, we've been given the knowledge, and so guess what? We have to use
them. It's fun in a way because we are getting a chance to see how
powerful we are. I mean, 'hello'! This is where it becomes cool.
I leave you with Aisha North's message today while I head out to
Trader Joe's. Another big storm coming tomorrow and carrying groceries in
the snow is a big pain. I'm gonna go hop on the crosstown bus - and I
might even spread a little violet flame around while I do that.
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