"When you are immersed in incubation, you might feel exhausted, depressed, void of inspiration, or without the drive to be a part of life. While it might be easy to think that something is wrong, it is merely the Universe channeling all of your life force energy to usher your healing into completion."The above quote couldn't more aptly describe exactly what I am going through today. While I most definitely want to and can blame outside issues, I know essentially that more bleckhk is surfacing to be released, and while I still feel, after all this time, like I have to be constructive and busy to feel satisfied, I just have to let go. The stuff in my life that isn't going so great must also taken seriously because it represents more of what no longer serves me. To this I must confess: I know I need to step away, because this cycle will simply perpetuate, and continually putting an ascension band-aid on it doesn't remedy the gravity of this conundrum.
The Universe gives us messages, and they are often NOT subtle. But the human ego, with its clever cunning, says, "Are you sure, Universe, because, really, I think I got this, I'm good". Each time we turn our back on the messages from Source, we dig a deeper path into 3D. So now that I am writing this, I know I'm gonna get my ass kicked, and that I am going to be confronted with a no-choice situation in the coming days. Because every time I go off and preach like I have the answer, I am put to the test. I AM always having to tweak any lesson that I speak of in my blog. I will soon find out how "sure" the Universe really is.
In the meantime, I gave myself permission to a veg out. "Be a vegetable. It's OKAY!!!
So I vegetated at the park on the river. I observed clouds, laid on the grass, watched dogs chase squirrels and did some Earthing. Hanging in nature is really the only thing you can do to quell the intensity of feeling like life is heading toward a sinkhole. But mostly I just sat in the Sun - communicating telepathically about things that don't require words. The response I received emptied me. The Sun pulled me away from this small world and reminded me of the triviality of drama, and the importance of Cosmic Consciousness; and all I did was say "greetings and salutations". With the assistance of the Sun, I glided out of 3D linear mind into the space of no time / the time of no space.
It is from here that everything begins to makes sense. But not with the same definitions of 3D linear thinking and problem solving; the place of the NOW has an entirely different set of parameters...wait. There are no parameters. There are no rule books or guidelines - the NOW moment has everything already contained within it, as it resides in the Heart, and the Heart is good and pure and always connected to God. The NOW moment has no facades because here the ego has no clout. It is the ego which constructs the false sense of time, place and causation. But in the NOW, we are communicating with Source back and forth and back and forth so quickly we become identical to IT.
(Quick note: I took a break to play a game of Scrabble. This first word I got was egoless. Ha! You can't make this stuff up! I'm gonna stop here.)
Much Light on Your Path,