The last time I wrote an essay, A Lesson of Surrender, I had experienced a set-back. A seeming set-back regarding steps that I had taken to move my life in a constructive manner within the 3D paradigm, only to turn around and see most of it vaporize. It was so strange - now you see it, now you don't. It took me a minute to regroup, and by a minute I mean a week, more or less. The ground under my feet wobbled, my head was spinning and the energies swirling around me created a vortex of detachment and angst.When the movement stopped I saw the situation completely differently. I returned to square one, but the cool part was, square one had changed in the time I was away! It was newer, clearer, redecorated. What I found in myself and what the new energies coming in revealed was that I was on a different wave-length! The disappointment that transpired and the letting go of the "holding on", as difficult as that is, was making room for something else, something better. And I trusted that what lay ahead would be more in synch with my personal blueprint. Once again, it was not about external manifestations in my life, it was rather an emergence of more internal awareness. For now. Because Source has a way of bursting through.
