Ever since the other day, when I collected my bearings and gained realization of yet another layer of my life and my path, I continue to receive an infusion of Light energy into my system. The best way to describe it is a knowing. It has been a shift, a transition (yes I agree those words gets used a lot, but it is a shift) in awareness; a heightened sense of being in tune, and being there with a particular clarity. It is so difficult to put into words. But, an awareness of opening up to a lesser density, a sensibility of lightness while still remaining grounded. And I think this might be the key, that while I remain quite grounded and focused on work and writing I can still experience simultaneously this lightness about myself and the atmosphere around me.
Not so long ago, in the very recent past, there were only two options: either I was in spaced-out-ville, having prolonged periods of being in another dimension where NONE of the world was attractive nor did I care that it should be. My internal soul-communication was all I could relate to. (That sounds pretty good, actually, you'd think one should stop there). Or, I was coming out of those kinds of experiences and trying to gain balance in unison with my newest upgrade in cosmic alignment. Everything else in between consisted of these two polarities swimming around each other, until a stasis was achieved, though momentary.
Shubh Lubh in Sanskrit ~Goodness and Prosperity
A large part of the burning to be anywhere else has finally been quelled.
In the ten days or so leading up to this recent emotional peak, I had been feeling restless and frustrated as hell. I felt like I was on a constant diet of coffee and chocolate. I was jumpy and irritated and poorly focused. My meditation went our for a walk and never came back. and even my cat didn't sleep, and meowed so much I had to leave the apartment to get some quiet. What was going on?? I know the solar flares had been fierce and reached historic proportions, but I hadn't pieced anything together.
We have come through the 8-8 portal and the Lion's Gate simultaneously. I don't know what either of them really mean, not having researched enough to comment, particularly the Lion's Gate, but I do like the way it sounds. And I know it's been significant becaus I FEEL it's effect. I believe part of my momentary dismissal of the light work was part of my subconsciously testing how far I needed to go to get back to center. Part of the movement into higher dimensions is indeed about letting go. Oddly, in my attempt to let go of one thing, something quite different was released. In what looked like my rejection of my work actually resulted in coming to terms with something that lived largely in the recesses of my memory. A beautiful paradox within the greater dance of the Divine Plan.
They say we should be with our heart. Feel what we know and trust the higher emotions. In Kali Yuga, the iron age, the easiest and quickest path to union with God is devotion, or Bhakti Yoga. It is the process of converting emotion into devotion that leads to knowledge of our Supreme Self. Hand over everything, all feelings, desires and pain to the Supreme Godhead, as it will all be returned to us as Knowledge and Truth. It is with that that I offer all of this work to That Which I AM. Tat Astu. So shall IT BE.
With Love and Oneness