Today's message from Aisha North really struck home for me. I woke up feeling okay. I was surprised - the usual worry was not present. Great. I was not going to have to battle with myself to find my center, maybe this would be an easy morning. But then the mind begins to chatter and it goes something like, "What am I doing with my life, when will I have money, what will happen if I don't, will this proposed new job pan out and if not, what then? Is this potential new relationship worth pursuing or not, I don't know, should I? I thought that this is where I was supposed to be. At least that's how it felt last week, and for many days before that. Did I have it wrong?" So on and so forth.
With everything it takes, I pushed away the ages-old tendency to try to control my environment so that I can control my mind so that I can control my thoughts so that my emotions are satiated and I can once again feel comfortable in my own skin. It's exhausting. Always with the fighting with the self, the friction, the effort, of making right something that's wrong, which inherently is a deeply engrained absence of self-love. All of those machinations of self-blame and lack of self-worth, those feelings we get when don't match up to some elusive standard of wholeness and acceptability, those things are what comprise the exact paradigm that has to change. And we are the ones that must take responsibility for that change. This is our contribution to the Paradigm Shift.
Miss Aisha's validated another small but important truth - that we are still feeling the reverberations of 3D, that it is not so easy getting out, and we can trust that a change has taken place. Now it is incumbent upon us to know that, feel that, and behave in such a way that we live that truth. So when I saw today that I was losing a grip on my world, I had to pull back and reunite with the Truth of Myself, and do so on my own terms. That is to say, no more effort, no pushing against the flow. Just call in the Higher Mind, which automatically integrates us with Itself, and in turn raises our frequency. It's so simple to do. It's just like a wish.