What is coming will require the best of your spiritual acumen -- responsibility falls to those who have taken it upon themselves to assist humankind with this enormous transition. And that is not so much a conscious choice or a directive; it is a calling for/from your higher self to you as a means of integrating back to source; you do this as though with the purview of a galactic citizen. The intuition that is guiding your decisions is more and more becoming recognizable as your truth in action. You've now become at least comfortable with non-linear thought; a sensibility of heart-centered consciousness is developing and moreover, is being trusted.
You came to understand that the fear and concern, and even feelings of disgust, you were having these past 36 hours were not of the higher vibrations of relaxed perceptions and serenity. If your planetary citizens are to move forward as a unit, then the lower emotions must be transformed to purer emotions that support ascension. You did well to transmute the negativity and hold in and sustain the light; that's because it has become more common place and natural to your state of mind to feel joy rather than upset. Once you have perfected these tools, you will be able to share them with others who ask for assistance. It is to this end that you must finish up with what you are doing in the world and take on this responsibility full-time. Let us know when you are ready!!
With much joy and anticipation,
Your Band of Angels